At It Again – I Want to Live

Well, I didn’t last as long as I thought I would.

We’ve only been home two days and I am already putting together the next trip to Amsterdam. What is this restless feeling that seems to take over whenever life starts to slow down? It’s like I have this inner clock that always ticks…ticks…ticks…away making sure I am totally aware that each day that goes by is a day lost forever.

I want to live…live each day like it was my last, so when my eyes do finally dim out for good – I have no regrets. No dreams and desires left as hope and not pursued as reality. Time slips through our fingers so fast, days…weeks…months go by in huge chunks of unmade memories. It takes no effort from us for the gap between seconds to become vast stretches of seasons and years.

I want to live.